He drew silk, waved it about and lowered it on earth in black cascades of clouds.
She stood transfixed. She closed her eyes to the mad love his fingers made with the black and white keys. She surrendered to the serenade. She allowed herself to be drowned in the black silk. She smiled as she went deep, then she swam up and opened her eyes to the world and smiled again. She plunged again, and wept quietly.
He finished, and opened his eyes. He saw her. Something deep inside him curdled, and flew to surface, "Get outta here!"
She was startled out of her abyss. "But your music was so beautiful...", she gasped.
He continued to stare angrily.
Suddenly she laughed softly and said, "You need to be hugged." She started to move.
A few steps ahead, she paused and looked back at him. She found him bent at the piano, sobbing.
Now he felt her stare and looked up.
Their gazes met again. Where she had seen anger, now lay a pool of pain and suffering. His lashes glistened with tears, somehow sending her a silent prayer, "Take me! Save me!"
Now she spasmed with another type of shock. She felt frightened by his want of her, something like her...
A part of her wanted to take him in her arms, and run her fingers in his hair. But... his need was greater than her, that would consume her totally.
She turned, and hurried along her way. This time she didn't pause to look back at him.
- Chandni Girija
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